[[*W i n t e r T e a r s*]]

30.6.04

[[sliently and secretly back for a while.. ]]

shh.. not supposed to be blogging liao.. hehez. but no one around now. so.. nvm laz.
today's lesson.no.. i mean ytd. was qte fun but usu boring too. hahs.
got news of chinese Os.
so fast arh?! like i still feel like sec1? ><
why must time pass so fast when i dun wish to and yet so slow when i wish it wld be faster gone?! contridictionz..
taking on 8 july -- Chinese Oral. with all the diligence pple o.O
like those chao pro de china scholars.. or chinese elites. ><
can see my marks grown wings.. grown legs.. or even have magical powers.
*disappeared*
hais~ sigh sigh. hopefully the teacher is real nice. and consider us as normal students and not elites to mark.. or else i bet much worse den just the skool's exam.
enuff of shang xin stressing stuffs..
gtg sleep sleep liao..
*yawns*
tata~! nitey..

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|12:46:00 a.m.|

28.6.04

[[school's back..]]

skool's back to claim me! :p
back to hectic skool life... no more slack slack liao :p
Os chinese coming too... gotta jia you ;)

*wun be blogging much*
tata~!

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|11:26:00 p.m.|

26.6.04

[[one day more to...]]

u noe wat.. of cos i bet u noe. skool reopen ><
not tat i hate skool or wat. in fact i luv skool but just tat skool life is too hectic for me to enjoy it.. too much stress at times.. esp those tat i push on myself..
hw far from half done.. its only half done.. and still far!! wats more can be worse?!
well i noe many will say there's much more worse stuffs like death.. poor. etc. :p
i noe. but i just cant let go. teach me a way?? hais..

camp
total failure?! >< everything was so messed up. so damn it! i bet the sec4s are super disappointed with us. :'( nominations.. was erp.. new?! with actually instru playing >< plyaed like shit... the flute was so cold with the air con blowing on it for so long. and had to play without warm up.. wat can be worse man.. i did so shitty for the nominations i feel. >< certain cant get post or sth like tat liao :( hais.. seniors all say its the usual routine band life tat counts.. well i did worse for tat? i regretted lota wat happened in sec1.. sec2.. and now.. no more time.. sec4s are leaving. i did not have much with them!!! how can they just leave like tat?? no.. i dun want.

stupid stuffs i found out.
after POP seniors still coming back for prac? wat the.. wat type of stupid POP is tat?
i was tinking mabbe the sec4s wanna see how we lead? help us a little more.. but.. well.. its just weird. just weird...

gonna have a lunch time concert soon. but not really excited abt tat. duno why either. mabbe cos then i had a terrible stomachache.. spoils everything.. hais.

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|10:28:00 p.m.|

22.6.04

[[back again~~]]

back from thailand phuket
did very little shopping. :( but went to many beachs and played real mad :D
real fun!!! hehe :))
but have a stupid wound with me.. hurts every now and then.. haven even heal finish now :(
went swimming almost every day. got sun burnt (ouch!) it hurts.
my sis turn to a "malay" la.. much more worse. wahahaha.
enuff of thailand.

day after tml (haha! show name! nice show :D) -- band camp. NOMINATION!
*scared*
hopefully all will be well! :)

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|9:36:00 p.m.|

17.6.04

[[airport]]

went to airport to send sil off todae (16/6).
tho i noe u noe she will be back. hehe. just for the fun
going there tml (17/6) actually todae la. hehe
haven even packed my luggage :p another shitty packing time >< hate dis
loading the pics from my camera of the harbin pics now..
laggy comp :p
hopefully my wounds wun be in the way of me having fun at thailand :D
tata~!

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|1:16:00 a.m.|

16.6.04

[[injured...]]

first up on bio wkshop. wasn't injured then. :p
had role playing. darn funnie. i acted as parents.
irritating complaint complaint lot... hahas.
we "wept" and "cried", even "striked" for our children -.-''
i felt qte lame la. but it was super fun :D

next to chalet. supposed to be fun. :)
met up with vincent and fel at amk mrt to go there together.
realised had to buy food b4 going there ><
5 pple.. met trouble with stupid cab >< but finally a nice taxi driver took us all :D
the taxi driver was.. crappy la.. nutrients and blah blah.. etc. *falling asleep*
reached there abt 4 plus..
started bbq. din help much in tat >< *guilty*
ate very little for dinner. but amazingly not hungry now :p we-ell mabbe tml morning i will eat like a glutton. hahas
cycling... came the disaster ><
borrowed bike from silvia tong. but the stupid old pok bike brakes got prob.
front wheel stuck. me cycling at qte high speed.
*flung to the side*
thot grass will not be pain. but i missed the grass... fell rite on the super rough floor
no shoes on then too ><
some skin on hands and legs got peeled off... *pain*
din bleed at first. den wind blow.. super pain.. blood starts to flow..
stupid bike still stuck ><
missed qte a bit of fun..
had some difficulties moving abt.. esp on the beach :( (me luv beach walk!!!)

mine wasnt the worst... there was a incident that i din witness..
To pearly: take care ya?! i real worried for u when i got the news abt it. hang on there when its pain.. it will be over soon :)
heard that she dislocated her arm >< thats super duper painful!!!
it was a bike incident too.. cycling rox usu. but not this time ><

ouch.. my wounds are hurting... even as i type ><
better go rest alr.. tata~!

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|2:01:00 a.m.|

14.6.04

[[piano lessons..]]

-post supposed to be on sat-
piano? rox!!
but the lessons? hais.. stressed..
got scolded thru out the whole lesson on sat.
scold~scold~scold...
scold as i played scales.. songs.. everything la.
1 hour of darn scolding ><

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|10:25:00 p.m.|

12.6.04

[[reflections after concert]]

oops. realised my prev post only on flowers and people?! hehe. back to music..
music was nice.. ermm. we-ell on da whole..
me made a few mistakes :( -sad*
high notes at first can play den suddenly cant. esp the starting part. :( *sad
xinhui's flute... ouch! how can that happen?! :'( sure she was sad. *consoles*
american graffiti was.. dead!! so darn dead.. i cld feel my body stiffen. :p
wanted to move with da music. but.z..
oh well.. stiff as ice thats how i felt. ><
its bad isnt it?! -sobs-
SYF... less than a year more...
POP... less than a mth more...
(can we even survive without the sec4s?!)the answer is obvious isnt it?
soloist= sec4
best player= sec4 too!
wat more can be worse?! dis****ing?? i hate that.. it gonna be censored out! >< -crys-
nooo...

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|12:38:00 a.m.|

[[back from concert]]

hehe. can't wait to post a post on the concert!!! so here i m @ wee hours of the nitey posting on my bloggie. lol.. :D
concert was fun fun fun!!! experience gained ;)
bought flowers for qte a number of pple... but cldnt find them just now :(-sad- took home 2 or 3? forgot how many. that i bought for them. wat a waste!!
but got flowers from anqing, weiling, alicia, jie ying, silvia!!! :D u gurls rox!!! the flowers were nicee.. my wishie came true too :D
Thanks to all who came.. special thanks to those who gave me flowers!!!

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|12:28:00 a.m.|

11.6.04

[[a few more hours to go!!!!]]

woah. excited!!! hehe.
after the question asked: how many public concerts? :( this is only the 2nd one?! o.o
-sad*reflects*-
after all only having very few concerts den can we exp the excitment for the concert?! :)) -cheers up!!-
gotta prepare to go meet up in skool alr.
-wishes: all will be well and great!! hahaha :)-

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|10:33:00 a.m.|

[[accomplished!!]]

feeling quite accomplished after editing my template and blog :))
cant get to sleep tho feeling real tired
-yawns-
mabbe just thinking of sth? but.. what is it?
-wonders- brain dead detected!!!
oops. gotta rest my brain.
tata~!

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|2:01:00 a.m.|

[[lost and recover]]

back on ta blogspot again :)) lost the password and actually username too for my prev blogspot account :p hehe. so setting up another one :D hopefully it will be just as successful and active as the one in diary-x.com.. hehe. a bit lame la. having 2 blogs at the same time... den i gonna update 2 at a time too ;) a bit greedy. but well nvm. mabbe alternate days la..
-yawns-
gonna sleep real soon
band concert tml!!!!
TO ALL GOING! rmb to get me flowers ya??!! hehe. (so thick skinned :p) we-ell sometimes we have to be to get things we want. hahas. internal quarrel again.. lol.
-yawns-

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|1:16:00 a.m.|

[[*The Writer*]]

name: peizhen
bdae:05 may 1989
age: 19+
horoscope: taurus
nicks: pz
skool: peiying pri, st nicks, vj, nus
location: singapore
worth: $2,133,082

resolution: none currently

[[*My Adores*]]

food:any food!
drinks: iced cold ones! esp chocolate!
pastimes: listening to music, playing music, slacking, stoning
people: all who consider me as a friend! (:

[[*My Detests*]]

people: none so far! hopefully forever too!
food: anything tasteless or taste horrible!

[[*Music's Playing*]]

artist: tank
song: give me your love

[[*My Past Memories*]]

[[*The Conversations*]]

[[*My Friends*]]

[[*Credits*]]