[[*W i n t e r T e a r s*]]

29.8.04

[[lalalala...]]

wanted to blog ytd.
but fell asleep even before i realised. :p
hahaha. haven started studying for eoy yet!! arh..
todae is irritating sunday again!! *hates sunday!!
u see sth?? sunday = slack day ><
i just can't not slack todae. u noe wat more than half the day gone and i haven even done a proper work todae yet!!
blah.
hmm.. gona plan my rest of the day alr.
*finish up hist essay (due tues)
*call up amy for ss proj (due mon)
*finish bio qn (shld be easy la. only one :D)
*finish phy ws 25. (oh no! its qte hard leh. have abt half more of the set to go!!)
*look thru summary (if i have time. hahaha. cos sort of done alr la)
*chem ws done!!! hehx.
*study chem test!!! impt!!! (on mon)
*finish up maths qn. (blah. duno how to do)

hmm.. tink no more :D hopefully i din miss out. hahahaha.

to jinting:
heyys!!! i tagged alr :D din noe u had a blog b4!! hahhahaha. how are u doing? i suppose fine ;) hahaha. great to hear from you after soooo long. hehx.

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|4:33:00 p.m.|

26.8.04

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just posted on flutes blog :)
assessment coming!!! hahahahahahaha..
rubrics not out yet!!! >< *so slow*
hahaa. shan't crap so much..
do do do do do rubrics now ;) hahaha

anw SINGAPORE IDOL ROX!!!
and oli got in!! hahahhaa. go all the way :D

*looks fwd to nxt week :))

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|11:09:00 p.m.|

23.8.04

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hais~ very bored and sick now
*made braces todae.
wasn't that pain as expected. but definitely much longer than expected.. almost fell asleep at the dental clinic.
now feel very super weird.
extra thing in my mouth?? ha??
*shld be studying now.. hmm.. mabbe i go bathe alr den start on chi :D
feel so guai1 todae ;) did my hw and study. hehx.
*but EOY is COMING
its t4 w3.. thats so soon!!! :(
shall start mugging alr..

*plan to study:
+ Chinese (read thru the tested chpts for thur's test)
+ Social studies (read thru chpt 6)

YES! i can do it!! hahhahaha.. encouragement to myself! ;)

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|10:48:00 p.m.|

22.8.04

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nothing much.
just that piano exam is eh. todae?? ha??
gona sleep alr.
nitey!!

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|11:41:00 p.m.|

21.8.04

[[crap]]

hais~
crappy day todae..
everything was so screwed :p
flute exam.. cancelled?? well. not realli. but.. forget it! i shant say again..remind me of all the stupid stuffs :p
crap crap crap crap :|
piano exam on mon.. thats so soon??
so unprepared and stuffs. :p
my scales (esp contri motion.. hais.. can die la)
my aural.. all along that bad :p
pieces.. so-so??
hais.. how crappy can todae be??
hmm.. 1 min to 12mn now..
haven done my hw as planned??!!! oh noooo!!! i must finish the bio and chem ws before i sleep!! ><
12mn!!! cinderella time!!!
argh! my mom scolding my sis for watching tv again. anw is cos her exams on mon and she's not at all prepared and worried??!! o.O
if its me i will just be mugging all the way.
anw gonna start studying for EOY asap. :D hopefully i can ;)

crap la!!
wanted to play game with ying xian. things just kp cropping up ><
stupid opera. can't open windows outside :p
wasted my so much time?! in the end can't play alr. cos her mum is out..
hais.. crappy!!!

-yawns-
gona sleep alr.
tata!

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|11:38:00 p.m.|

20.8.04

[[GO]]

hehx.. you must be thinking go wat :p
go to flutes blog!!!!
it rox!! with credit to linx. she created the blog with me. but i din realli did anything :p *guilty*
hahahaha. okay enuff of crap.
the link is under my links :)
http://flutes-.blogspot.com
to everyone: must go and tag!!! nice template there too :D
simple and nice one ;) guaranteed.. hahahaha

.to linx.
hmm.. nvm la.. i wasn't that good either :p was a little fed up with the stupid scorching sunlight shining on me la.. hmm.. anw great job for the blog :D but i tink haven tell all the people yet rite??!! hahahaa.. shld make an effort to inform all of them.. :D

*missed flute lesson today
simply too tired and felt very dizzy after a little nap when i reach home.. mabbe realli falling ill :p the raining season dis yr is so early dun u realise??!! hmm.. sth is wrong!! climatic change?? global warming? hahaha.. just like the movie "the day after tml" isn't it? but its realli true isn't it?? i tink one of the days this drastic climatic change will take place!! disaster!! oh no!!! hahaha.. but no joke isn't it?? wonder what can i do to help den?
*helpless
lolx. from me being sick to geog stuffs? ha?
back back.. missed my lesson cos felt realli dizzy.. the raining also made me feel very sleepy and super duper tired. after days of sleeping super late and stuffs :x din dare to tell my parents. cos i bet they will kill me :p

ok. enuff of todae. sth in future.. hmm.. not realli future la. cos its real soon!!! hahaha.
*mon 23 aug 04
*piano grade 5 exam prac
hmm.. i noe grade 5 isn't like so hard or stuffs la.. nothing compared to grade 8.. but there comes the stress to do well?? hahah.. but my scales and aural.. hais.. like shit still?? very scared will fail that.. if i do my teacher will kill me :x
*hahaha. how many lives do i have?? being killed so many times by so many people?? hahaha.

another on going thing.
tink this loads of people noe alr... i putting braces?? hmm.. actually din realli wanted so many people to noe la.
*scared that i can't play flute after putting :|
my flute exam in sept hol week.. putting on 23 aug (again!! same as piano exam :p).
hope hope hopefully.. i can play. or else i will just die for syf?? :(
*another time of dying :p

oops.. now is the lunar 7th month alr.. shh.. can't say that word..

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|10:33:00 p.m.|

15.8.04

[[boring--sicko sunday]]

hmm.. tink i reply to my tags first la
to lain:
yep! i will take that!! i wun neglect my juniors.. i noe the very horrible feeling of being neglected and had to go thru so much just to noe how to play.. >< but i was much more luckier than them.. i was in mep. or rather am. and had a flute teacher.. weilin n xinhui with me too :) but if they were to go thru the same thing i tink it will be harder on them. i wun neglect and throw them aside just cos they dun have good tone. in fact i will try my best to help them get better tone.. or in fact better flutes? if its even possible.. hahas.. only that they even do cooperate with me >< and not talk so much but prac more!! i understand that prac too much and too long is very tiring. i went thru that too!! i went home with a neck ache every band prac when i was in sec 1 n 2.. thats how it is.. the hard way. but after it, you will be good and get better :) and everything will be sweet n nice :D
think still other things that i wanna tell you.. hmm.. mabbe shall go sign ur gbk later. :)
to maryanne:
hmm.. i was half awake thru out the whole thing la.. so in the end after the fairy performance and the monkey king ones.. i n cinli left la. i tink we left out the one to go back stage and see and to the museum thingy i tink.. duno wats that too la.. but i din feel like staying. cinli have tuition too. we left abt 5 plus la.. so late >< hahs. den we walked realli super duper slow to the mrt.. lucky it wasn't that far la.. hahas. aiyo!! you argh.. whole day dun sleep.. den go do so much stuffs.. you shld realli take a rest ya?? best is stay at home during the mentioned time in the mc la.. if not you can come on tues lor.. rest more at home wat!! you are sick lor.. if you dun rest later get more sick den how?? the band still nids you!! much more other stuffs are waiting for you to finish. you nid to recover yourself back to good health before you can do all these things better :) forcing yourself when you are still ill.. will only make things worse.. doubt you will see this before skool tml.. but realli hope that you will go home and rest more la.. dun worry too much too xiao mei!! hahas.. must really take care k?? hahas.. actually i have been feeling qte sick too.. with a little flu at times and a little cough at times.. sore throat too.. feeling real cold now too >< hopefully i m not sick.. dun plan to go to doctor either :p hahas..
-yawns-
qte tired now alr.. actually i came online not to update my blog la.. but actually to just check the answers of my physics mid yr. but epebble is down >< just when i wanna get in :p haven study my mep test yet >< oh ya!! and that stupid pop song too!! argh!! i have so much things to do.. stupid!! why did i just can't do it in the day just now??!! if i had, i m sure i at least have done one of them!! which is a lot a lot to me!! >< i hate sundays!!! i m just too slack on sundays >< argh!!

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|11:14:00 p.m.|

14.8.04

[[what ta say?]]

hmm.. todae had piano during band prac time :X
*guilty for it*
but i had to make it like that cos nid to go for the street opera thingy :p
when i went.. mr ong looked real pissed off by the band todae >_<
you noe what he said?!!
"take out your eagle bend.. may be we can use it instead.."
O.O utterly shocked!!!
i can see from his face the super duper disappointed look lor. :'(
*are we gonna get thru this coming syf??? are we??? can we survive thru this time??*
thinking of all these i realli feel like crying.. :'(
our attitude is realli very bad.. we nid to improve on it!! but.. can we?
our playing just sux.. i can't stand it!!! my juniors tho can read notes but.. tone?? i sumtimes get so fed up that i even think that they dun even care abt tone at all.. or dun even have such a word in their dictionary?!! >_<
i dun want the band to disband!!! i m sure all you band members out there dun want it that way either!!! so buck up!! everyone plays a part..

todae after band shue n syarah had like a small scolding session.. den punished the pple who came late after break.. i m guilty again. came late ><
wonder if shue is okay alr or not.. she was like almost.. on the verge to cry.. hopefully she wun break down :)
we must be strong together!!!
realli hope that todae's prac knocked some sense into those pple who are guilty..
hope for a better turn out on tues.. will i??
*today is a day.
A new day filled yet with old stuffs
old stuffs that we already known more than just well
good for the starting point
but definitely bad for the end
running on the spot;
the exercise i hate most
yet the exercise that i constantly see in others, in me

so.. whats up with me? hate it yet still doing it? stupid, no sense me!!!

*prays*
*hopes*

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|6:13:00 p.m.|

10.8.04

[[lazy.]]

hmm.. feel very tired after the outing
but had to rush for dental :p
-tired-
-lazy-
the outing simply rox!!! its super fun :D
lazy to go into details cos i did in my other blog. yep :)
but missed out qte a lot.. tink u can go those pple who went 's blogs and see
e.g. shue, linx, lirong, jael.. etc la.. even lazy to name alr.
*yawns*
mabbe i post the next time lor..

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|10:36:00 p.m.|

7.8.04

[[hehx]]

hehx. supposed to go sleep alr. but i just rmb i forgot sth..
its 7 AUG alr!!! wat wat? i bet u pple will be asking.
wells. its steffiana's b'dae.. hahas. well i noe not everyone noe her la.. but i do! ;) so..
a big big big big big big big big big big

H
A P
P Y -
B I R T
H D A Y -
T O - Y O U
!!!!

hahas. pple have christmas tree i have a birthday tree for you ;)
(hmm. not even sure if she will see it :p hopefully.. hahas)

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|1:18:00 a.m.|

[[back back]]

wells. i doubt i m that angry as the prev entry now..
only a bit of tiredness now.. *yawns*
today.. nono. i mean ytd. skool was only half day.. but it was like a sat to me.
haha.. the half day on sat for cca. just like that.
it was just plain and boring lax.
had a practice for aural for flute exam.
duno what shit got in me.. i tink i din even listen properly. i got the simplest stuffs wrong -.-" time signature?! haha.
wells thats the 1st time i got wrong for the portion. :p wat a record broken!
tink i was still sort of half awake.. was sleeping before i went for lessons..
dots. was i lookin that tired? even the teacher could tell!!
lols. even tho i din prac for like ages. i played without mistakes for my pieces?! O.o amazing huh?! :p
it seemed like i was the eldest out of them all. but not the only secondary student la. tink mostly all secondary. yep.
but.. i was sort of unusual.. got so helpful and talkative. den when one of them was flat i helped her to adjust.. wells.. den one of the flute was placed wrongly i turned it back?! whats up with me.. so helpful suddenly?! hahaha. well thats good la. its great to be helpful wat! hahaha.
den the teacher duno what la.. kp saying she very fang xin on me. hahas. den singing. i amazing did well again! o.O i usu do like shit for that :p
the teacher say you all must learn from the other student or like peizhen.. the other student sang loud and clear la.. her comments.. den for me is i sang very lady-like.. just nice clear and loud.. hahas.. suddenly got praised so much todae?! hahahs.. i mean ytd :p
went for lessons super on time. (one of the few times i was on time :p)
mr ang was sick.. den blame it on playing on my flute.. :p wells. i have no comments for this.. mabbe lor.. but i perfectly okay to it leh?!?? hmm.. mabbe i m more immune to that la.. hahas. well well.. he was like not that enthu lor. den i very enthu today. no i mean ytd. hahas. always opp wan. :p
came home after i got myself a packet of choco milk. its nice!!!
waited for my sis to wake up and go library. but in the end i fell asleep with my contacts on.. ouch! it hurts loads when i woke up lor. abt 10 plus plus alr. hai wo miss my show! :p today.. no ytd i was like pig lor. whole day sleep sleep sleep. :p okok.. its like 1.14AM alr.. betta go sleep or else later piano lesson sure blur blur again :p bet got aural again! >< i hate the singing portion. cos my pitching simply sux. and i noe the pitch but can't sing properly! :p wats wrong rite?! told ya sth is up wrong with me!!!
nitey all. sweet dreams to all.. shoo shoo nightmares. hahas. nightmares are scary!! but fang xin. sweet dreams will come to all! :)

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|1:16:00 a.m.|

5.8.04

[[-angry-]]

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watever!

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|10:31:00 p.m.|

4.8.04

[[stressed up huh?!]]

this qn has been in my mind for qte a while... m i stressed?
i doubt it.. and seriously hope its not true :p
but my mom claims that i m.. and for not knowing it i m more than just plain stressed but very... :p
seriously i never like this word stressed...
but nowadays i seen a drastic change in myself >< whats going wrong?! at where?
i becoming super duper duper super slack... slack till i today had test and i din feel like studying for it and just went to sleep.. >< whats wrong man? last time even if i tired till i just feel like collapsing i will still at least study a bit.. but now is i totally off. ><
SOMETHING'S WRONG!!!
oh no. where? how to solve it? i m really confused by myself... i have been so lazy at home.. that i dun even feel like updating on my blog.. or even the mere going online and oning the comp.. lazy to play lazy to work... just feel like doing one exact thing : SLEEP. m i a pig or wat? whole day feel like sleeping :p
ytd i slept at abt 10 plus. thats soooo super darn early yet i m still yawning away during the chi test?! and even dozing off. >< :p
(hehex. but the dozing off helped me suddenly dawn on an answer!) hehex. thats an exception :p
if not for this free period with nothing to do.. i tink i will just abandon my blog once again. :p i hate myself! i hate the lazy worm in me.. GET OFF ME!

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|1:17:00 p.m.|

1.8.04

[[just bored]]

hahas.. joyce arh.. i at first have 3 wan. but lost the password for the other one. yep. hehe. no why for that la. just have lor :p

just some little bits of my current life..
trying real hard to cope up with studies cca and music.
studies. i m super lacking behind. total no time to revise and study. even do hw. i just do it in skool :p
cca. whole day just run abt and owing punishments again and again.. i doubt ever the lib can avoid being punished by ourselves.. :p wat a stupid thing.
music. having piano prac exam on 23 aug.. my aural and oral like shit. my scales just pass standard.. my pieces so-so. and here i m slacking not practising. lol :p

sick of all these. just wish to have the time to stop and let me take a breath >_<

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|9:22:00 a.m.|

[[*The Writer*]]

name: peizhen
bdae:05 may 1989
age: 19+
horoscope: taurus
nicks: pz
skool: peiying pri, st nicks, vj, nus
location: singapore
worth: $2,133,082

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food:any food!
drinks: iced cold ones! esp chocolate!
pastimes: listening to music, playing music, slacking, stoning
people: all who consider me as a friend! (:

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people: none so far! hopefully forever too!
food: anything tasteless or taste horrible!

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song: give me your love

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