[[*W i n t e r T e a r s*]]

24.3.06

[[band off to hawaii]]

it's a normal school day. a normal friday. as usual, i thank god its friday (: but there's sth missing. sth lost. sth abnormal. where's christa?? where's the band ppl?!! oh! the hawaii trip. or rather competition. argh! they are just missing the day's lesson so that they will not be so tired. BUT i m missing them already! oh no! how m i going to take this for a week?
-i never knew how much i love the band and the ppl till today-
the long breaks today seemed longer than usual. where's christa? i m simply distracted. where's the mad girl who laughs with me for practically anything or in fact nothing? i may sound lesbian here. but this is seriously wat i feel! i miss you loads christa!!
-i wonder where are they now? sleepin on the plane? playing cards? i miss them-
as expected, after sc meeting, i went with val to changi. darel and his brillant idea to go over to the other side to take 31. wasted our 20 mins there waiting. oh wells. when we reached there, they were all there waiting and simply talking and etc. we passed zhi yuan the bottle of stars. i seriously hope the small effort we put in foldin those stars can help the band (: though it's really pathetic, thats so much we can do in such a limited time and manpower. you guys must try your best k? i will always be supporting you guys!! go all the way!
-how nice it will be if i m there with them!! ><-
all the emotional stuffs really got into me. i am really missing them so much! cried a little on the journey home. thanks so much to those who tried consoling me. i appreciate it a lot. but.. it didnt work. anyway its the thought that counts. thanks.
my dear christa, christie!! i m missing you guys soo much already! aHH!!
flautists!! oh no.. i m getting back the crying feeling again. ><

adding on to my misery of missing them so much. i lost my wallet! with my ic and ez link! >< i don't know how to start telling my parents. if my dad were to know, i think he would probably scream his head off. to think of it, my key is inside too! this sucks!! whats so wrong today? everything seems screwed and wrong! we (me, mich, christie, christa, their parents) went round the airport to do the necessary stuffs. ie report to police, lost n found,etc. i felt really guilty for having them to waste their last break before getting on the flight just waiting for me!>< i m screwing things up. what a failure i am! it's all my fault. i lost all my appetite. but forced some biscuits into my stomach when i reached home.

What a day today! i really miss the band! I am so going to go band room every morning! argh! but there's all the morning duties and meeting for sc in the morning!! WHY MUST IT BE LIKE THAT?! why's life always filled with depression and sadness? to show the contrast to happiness? i don't see a need for that!

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|11:21:00 p.m.|

[[*The Writer*]]

name: peizhen
bdae:05 may 1989
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