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19.3.06

[[elects' camp!! post camp blues..]]

whee! elects camp wasn't tt scary as most of us thought to be actually. at least to me (: in fact i really enjoyed myself a lot! now all the post camp blues are filling me up. I realli love and miss all you guys man!! elects 06 YOU GUYS ROCKKS!! 22nds you guys are totally great!!
w/o all of you, i seriously doubt i will be able to survive through the whole camp.. and wats more have sooooo much fun!! (:

In the short 3 days, I felt as if weeks have passed. The egg given to all of us was like a constant reminder to us to be alert at all times. 'cause even the slightest mistake can be pointed out by anyone and used as a "weapon" to shoot us down. With each broken egg, we were given 3 more eggs. To all of us who never experienced this before, the egg was really a great burden. but i must say i felt really guilty when i accidentally allowed lay peng's egg to slip off my hand. >< i m SORRY! the sight of the broken egg filled me with guilt >< next when i was carrying the mattress back to the storage room, i accidentally used too much energy and cracked the egg slightly. I even had to use my shorts to clean the mattress of the egg yolk. though it was quite disgusting to think of it. It wasnt that bad. BUT when nikhil hit my hand when he was running past, I dropped the egg!! >< a total of 2 eggs lost!! hais.. that shows how much of responsibility i have! i seriously shld reflect on that.

i miss everything in the camp. POST CAMP BLUES AGAIN! from the scoldings. to the fun. to the bitching (though not realli lol!) to the ppl. to the un-based scandals. etc. even the tough times of punishment. when my knees and palms hurt till the extent i almost couldnt take it. but the supportive words from each and everyone's mouth really pushed us on. I never knew simple words like "perserve guys!", "We can do it! come on!" can actually make such a great difference. I must really say I have learnt a lot from everyone. clara esp (: she's forever so supportive and encouraging. even though she herself was on the verge to collapse, she always make the extra effort to encourage all of us. clara u rockks! now recalling back. all the lessons the snrs have taught us are really useful. it applies everywhere. communication, team spirit, unity, etc. w/o all these, it is impossible to survive well in this world. in short, I really really MISS ALL OF YOU!!

my dear facilitators too!! enqing and yi yun (: w/o your help and support, esp during the hike, i doubt we could have last all these thru. the sessions just before bedtime with u guys really cheered and lightened the mood. esp after the scoldings from the dis-co. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!

feeling realli emotional now.. feel like crying it out. but somehow tears don't seem to come out.. oh wells.

there's so much so much we went thru tgt in the short 3 days camp. it has been as if a week or even a month has passed by. i realli appreciate all the snrs hard work. esp those who had to scold us soo much. it realli sucks to scold ppl soo much. esp to ur jnrs. It might even cause u guys to sacrifice gd relations with us. but be assured i not only will not bear grudges on you all, in fact i admire you all and am really touched for everything you have done for us. (:

enough of emotional talk.
after the 3 tiring days of elects camp, i went home to take a bath. and i realised sth!! taking a hot bath can relieve one of tiredness!!
after the hot bath, rushed back to vj for my 2nd camp : piano ensemble camp (:

though i think qte a number of ppl had left the camp, i still made qte a number of frens. and i realised a small cca can be realli fun too (: the snrs are realli lenient compared to sc though.

during dinner, i was having a small chat with terence. heard abt his bad encounter just that afternoon with some victorians.. we realised how valuable the lessons the snrs have taught us all.. both of us really miss the camp loads!! all the ppl!! simply everything >< i m seriously having post camp blues..

Elects camp has been so far the only camp i ever had post camp blues. usually after a camp i would feel so exhausted to feel anything of that sort. but despite my exhaustion, i felt a sense of loss. as if sth was missing. all the sort u feel when u are missing something a lot. thats exactly how i feel.

after that on thurs morning, left early (which i realli hoped i didnt have to ><)
for band urban hike!! its realli fun!! hahaha.. the skit.. lol!
every grp (almost) imitated timothy! lol!! he's sooooo cute!! HAHAHAHA!
his "wat sia" even became part of his group cheer. cool sia! LOL

urban hike was nothing physical compared to elects camp hike. haha.. but it was realli fun too (: hmm.. well.. the finance part was a little tricky tho. >< i bet after all the clearing and spliting of money, all our pockets have a huge hole! >< oh wells.. so much of bribery.. haha.

oh! one disgusting task.. the condom one >< GROSS!! its the 1st time i ever seen or touched one. it was like eewww!! my gosh la >< i will never want a 2nd encounter with that again ><

one thing great! i got to know more ppl in the band!! haha.. isnt that great? it has been realli hard for me to bond with the band ppl and know them.. hmm.. hopefully i can make it for JTS and that will be another terrific chance for me to bond (: i realised i m simply addicted to making frens!! haha..

FRIENDS ROCKKS!!

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