[[*W i n t e r T e a r s*]]

27.3.06

[[things getting on my way]]

somehow the feeling of 1st 3 months has disappeared. vanished into thin air. where is it? i want it back badly! i could even sense the extreme changed within myself. what's going on? i really want to know.. but i don't.

continuing on my loss of wallet.
on sun went around yishun, sembawang to get replacement of cards and etc. all the trouble. PLUS naggin n naggin from my dad as usual. but somehow though everything turned out to be as expected (their reactions) i felt really guilty. somehow or another i rather they scolded me. punished me. rather than the emotion and psychological torment i have to go through due to my guilty conscience. ><
hmm. didnt manage to get any wallet though. i have to make do with whatever i can find at home. which totally sucks >< well. actually maybe not that bad to think of that. BUT still i want a proper wallet please..

things seem to be getting in my way and against me nowadays. today ms ng suddenly pointed out that my skirt is too short. i have never been pointed out due to my uniform in my whole study life. this is the first time! first ever. i was partially shocked and in a daze (actually to think of that, i have been in a daze for the whole day.) all i replied was orh. okay. hm. but compared to some of my other classmates' skirts mine is okay! but somehow she didnt pick on them. why me? ><

today kenli was saying that i look really sad and stone today. really? i wonder why. maybe my real emotions are all showed on my appearance. actually recalling back, i can feel a difference in my attitude and behaviour too. maybe just 'cause i started the day wrongly. stoning on the bus -.-"
just got another comment. i look really worn-out? since i got into SC. i do feel tired. but i seriously doubt that's due to SC. it's due to.. well. this is quite obvious. the travelling distance everyday! i think i m getting really tired of it. BUT it's just march 06 NOW! i have to continue this lifestyle till dec 07! thats almost 1 and 3/4 year. okay. i shan't continue on this and make myself feel miserable.

aim of the week: to stay motivated, enthusiatic, and optimistic! (:

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|11:05:00 p.m.|

[[*The Writer*]]

name: peizhen
bdae:05 may 1989
age: 19+
horoscope: taurus
nicks: pz
skool: peiying pri, st nicks, vj, nus
location: singapore
worth: $2,133,082

resolution: none currently

[[*My Adores*]]

food:any food!
drinks: iced cold ones! esp chocolate!
pastimes: listening to music, playing music, slacking, stoning
people: all who consider me as a friend! (:

[[*My Detests*]]

people: none so far! hopefully forever too!
food: anything tasteless or taste horrible!

[[*Music's Playing*]]

artist: tank
song: give me your love

[[*My Past Memories*]]

[[*The Conversations*]]

[[*My Friends*]]

[[*Credits*]]