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2.4.06

[[another "typical" quarrel?]]

i just had a quarrel with my dad again. it's AGAIN. why do i always seem to have clashes with him? but i must admit i really hate quarrels with anyone. it seriously sucks. 'cause in the end i always seem to be the one at the losing end. feeling all the negative after effects of the quarrel. just like now. distracted from my work.on the verge of tears. thinking about.. i don't even know what i'm thinking actually. probably just feel like venting it out. maybe that's what you mean by stress? but why only towards my dad? not my mum? my sister? this is definitely not the typical stress then. sometimes i really hate myself for being so unreasonable and impatient. recalling back what happened just a few minutes ago i was at fault too. >< BUT he's really talking in circles with no meaning and solid content in his words. argh!! now i m so distracted from everything. i can't concentrate on my work. but i have set my deadline to finish this TODAY! where's the help and support from my family? oh gosh! i m feeling really helpless now! >< someone help me out of this! i realise i am still far from emotional resilient .. far from that..

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[[*The Writer*]]

name: peizhen
bdae:05 may 1989
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