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5.4.06

[[where's the S46 spirit?]]

first of all, something out of the topic. but oh wells. i realised i can no longer study at home. especially when i reach home so late. totally no mood to study at all? suddenly i m sort of glad that there are sooo many long breaks for me to study and really catch up with my tutorials and lectures. if not, i don't know what will become of me. Another discovery! my main source of stress is actually studies and academic! and of course the stress is self imposed. my parents are really lenient to me to think of that. I m the one pushing myself to finish this and that etc. hmm.. glad that i push myself hard enough. (:

back to topic! WHERE IS MY CLASS SPIRIT?? where has that enthu class S46 gone to? I really miss my 1st 3 months S46. It's so much more united and enthusiatic. is it 'cause of the studies that everyone becomes more serious and no longer in for the fun? i doubt so... where's the problem? what went wrong? but reflecting on myself, I have been less enthu too. getting really tired about everything. probably 'cause of the travelling? I really hope i can take it.. i hope..

other than that, everyone seems to be so separated into small groups? this is really bad! can someone please please salvage the situation? i don't want to follow the snr's class footsteps.. please... I really lack the strength and will to do this all alone. I feel really helpless now. honestly speaking, i miss the days when james was still CT rep. at least he's more enthu and takes in all the real fun ideas readily! not that i m saying clement is lousy. but just that he lacks the enthusiasm i guess. and partially 'cause i m losing my momentum in being enthu. losing that drive in me. thinking back.. james was afterall a not bad CT rep. to think we were actually complaining about him. humans beings are always like that. we see only the flaws of others but not their good points. It's only when it's gone that we learn to treasure it. As for my class problem, I really don't know what to do. how to help and change the current situation. someone, anyone please help me..

to end off, i shall say a bit of out of topic stuffs again. i wonder how's the investiture going along.. fine? maybe i should go see the website. but i think we (as in those not in ad hoc) are just slacking around. i hope the ad hoc ppl are not slogging away. If need help, I don't mind helping in any ways i can (: but then again. I doubt they would see this post. LOL! as for cheerleading.. It's kind of lack of time!! and we are just about half of it only? hmm.. it's really un-prepared. LOL! hopefully all will just turn out fine! (: i seriously hope so! oh ya!! last thing of the post! tomorrow or rather today sc mtg choosing comm!! haha. I want to be in exco! i wonder if i can though.. hopefully (: good luck to TJ SC nominee for your speeches! (:

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