[[*W i n t e r T e a r s*]]

22.12.06

[[outing!!]]

today as planned went out with beany, xinhui, yxian, amy, noreen!! haha it's like ages since i last saw them!! maybe not xinhui and yxian 'cause they came for vj band concert (: but noreen and amy... esp amy! hahaha. though our schools like just a few bus stops away, we are like sooooo distant! lol. and no one has any bit of changes! LOL. this is so cool! hahaha. and the weirdest thing is that all of us are still not attached! LOL. i am sure it is not that nobody wants us but just that we are all busy people occupied with proper stuffs to do! hahaha. this is like totally unexpected. I was expecting at least half of 4 faith'05 will have boyfriends. but apparently still far from that half! lol.
most important part about gathering is chit-chatting!! hahaha. and of course we chit chat a hell lot. just kept talking and talking and talking. with yxian and amy walking far far in front of us. oh yes! before i forget, they look totally like a couple with their back view. hahahs. and of course we the naughty children. but sadly noreen left first for some orientation preparation. hahaha. lucky mine isnt today. but ah well.. the time will come soon. actually very very soon. O1 2007 is like approaching in erm. 11 days! it is less than 2 weeks! can you believe it? haha. but it also means that my holiday homework and revision is due just as soon. argh. hate thinking of that huh? don't u all agree? LOL *slacker*
anyway back to the chit chat. me, beany and xinhui talked a lot! hahah. beany seems really having some big time scandal over at RJ. lol. unlike me, all calm and clear coast now. hahah. dont get why dont ppl get tired of going on and on teasing the same 2 people and matching them up.. oh yes! a qn totally slipped my mind! i shld soo have asked how did that scandal between him and her came about? hahaha. the events that she went through with her scandal is reallly supppperr interesting and definitely amusing. but sadly i cant reveal it here for the sake of all those looking for some entertainment. LOL. as for xinhui, just dun seem to have much scandal over at NJ. ah well.. maybe she just refuses to say? or are the NJ guys just cmi? oops. hahaha. not on purpose to offend anyone! any objections? feel free to spam my shoutboard with it. and I will gladly reply and make changes if it is really true. (:
oh yes oh yes. not leaving out yxian and amy.. hahas. before that! i just recalled a sudden realisation i made today. it seems that christians are quite particular about having a partner (life-time/short-time) to be of the same religion. It's like kind of the first thing they look for. hahaha. i remembered someone else said this before too.. this is quite cool. so a big big advice for those who are interested in girls/guys who so happen to be a christian, go devote yourself to christianity! anyway, it aint that bad. in fact it is pretty good. an experience coming from a girl who attended a catholic school for 4 years. yep yep (: to some extent, going to churches can be a fun thing to do! (: mixing with all your church friends and stuffs. going for camps, outings, etc. hahaha. sometimes, it kind of tempts me to go devote myself to a church, to convert to a christian from a free person! hahah. but i guess my lack of time and lack of motivation does act as a great hindrance to that. oh no. i am going way tooo out of point. haha. back to amy and yxian. yxian hahaha.. also another one arh.. so scandalous! soooo many guys ar. through OCIP. great chance ar. hahah. oh yes! talking about OCIP, i think its like soooo fun! hahah. sadly i cldnt go :( haish. all cause of sdd. yep yep. but nvm. i m a responsible person! responsibilities before entertainment!! (:
back to amy. as i said, soooo long didnt see her already! haha. since we dont really know a lot of tj guys and stuffs, so kind of difficult to dig out juicy bits from her. but as i said, she thinks that same religion is really impt! so ah well... everything from church which of course the few of us knows nothing about. hahaha. kind of a great escape route to the qn. LOL.

enough of the little bitsy bits of our chit chat at coffee beans. (but i still think starbucks rocks better!) lets talk about what we did today! WATCH MOVIE! charlotte's web which once again. sadly noreen didnt come with us. sometimes i dont deny it is really irritating and sad to be a councillor. u just have to give up the fun and go do the chores. like some labourer. LOL. but nvm. i m sure the 6 of us will get another chance to come out tgt again and chit chat and do watever we want! haha. anyway charlotte's web is really really really super duper nice! it's like soooo sweet! talking about friends and friendship. it really woke me up to treasure my friends and really appreciate every single word they say. every moment spent together. 'cause before you know it, it will come the time to part. >< it was soooo sad when the spider charlotte has no more strength to go back with the pig and the stupid fat rat. hahaha. but i dont deny i really think that afterall the rat is nice. he did his part. he helped. he contributed. that's all that is important isnt it? don't u all agree? that's all friends are about. helping each other. stretching out that very hand of yours to a friend in need. (: even it means that you are risking something else just as important. for charlotte it was her babies. her purpose in life! it was that important! and yet she still went off to the fair with the pig. how sweet isnt it? i seriously advise all great friends in the world to go catch the movie! (: or read the book! hahah. some advertisement for the show. LOL. initially i thought that the spider was really kind of foolish. 'cause the pig really did nothing much to help the spider at all. in fact there isnt anything the pig can do to help it. a pig cant weave a web. haha. oh ya! the pig did try it out with thread. but got all tangled up in it. that was really funny! oh yes! the pig is very very very very extrememly cute!! hahahaha.. so pink and piggy! lol! but when the spider was dying. what she said really left a mark in my mind. and of course! it was the very words the pig said. the way the pig accidentally made the rest of the animals view the spider in a different light. finally seeing her beauty and the intelligence! hahaha. the spider is sooooo smart! hahaha. and so hardworking. her promise made is like must must must complete. even if it means to die for it. how noble right? i really love the whole plot of the story. unlike some horror random movie cinderella. hahah. its scary but super random. the plot is like huh?! and of course disgusting. hahaha.

okay. i guess that shld be enough for the time being. 'cause my stomach is feeling weird again. lol. i think i getting diarrhea >< haish.

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|9:21:00 p.m.|

21.12.06

[[what a sad life]]

actually i should post on sdd! what m i doing? hahahs. okay! sdd then!
on the whole sdd was like hectic and O.o on 6th dec. everything just came rushing in and really quite overwhelmed by it. Running up and down the hotel till I can totally memorise where are the lobby, ballroom and level 16 room buttons in the lifts. haha. first time in my life have i ever taken soo many lifts in just one day! hahah. how cool can that be? but the hotel room really rocks! (before anyone steps in) hahah. the guys room was like horribly messy in just a while. hahah it's really a wonder how they can mess it up sooo quickly. and still can stand the mess!! hahaha.

now to the serious portion. the feedbacks from the seniors are really horrible.
firstly horrible food. but whyy???? it tasted heavenly when we went for food tasting isn't it? i feel so totally cheated by the hotel
secondly sooo small portions. but whyyy again?! i was so totally full that i can totally skip dinner after the food tasting! cheaters!!
thirdly even horrible location? haha. this is kind of weird. 'cause they chose the place didnt they? :p
fourthly horrible host. hahah. well that i have to admit it's really our fault and lack in far-sightedness. he was like screaming into the mic >< the stupid sound system. he was sooo super impatient. com'on no one is rushing him or anything. wait! actually we were 'cause we were behind time for the programme.
fifth too long lucky draw slot. hahaha. oh wells. really our fault. too blinded by ms ng's advice of giving as much as possible to the seniors.
(but seriously sometimes i really think ms ng kind of caused some of the troubles we faced on sdd. but of course i dun deny she did contribute to the good points too (:)
sixth horrible entertainment. hmm.. all were school bands and not professional enough. but actually isnt it true that it's a night for the seniors? i dun see any wrong in having their own batch mates performing for themselves. but i totally regretted for insisting on the four toads band. their genre of song was totally out of our theme, out of the intended night. just totally out! i know you get what i mean ya? what's more they were drinking and smoking at backstage? how totally disgusting!! ew.
seventh weird presentation of food. haish. another ms ng's suggestion. but seriously i think cant blame her for this. 'cause i doubt she knows about it either. the hotel shld have trained the waiters and waitresses to have a good presentation of the first dish. arh! sometimes i really wonder. so what it's ritz carlton!
eighth.. the urshering problem at the start. people just kept taking photos and photos and the urshers just couldnt do anything much about it. haish. poor urshers. and lucky for smart david (as he always is) opened the barrier and get ppl to move into the reception area. but the whole place was just too packed that not everyone knows that there's a registration area to register before entering. this being one of the main reason for the last min programme and time lag.
nineth... cant rmb alr. ah well. dun rmb even better isnt it? LOL.

now to the good points. and of course there are!!
PAGEANT! yippee!! pageant was a great successs.. all thanks to the 3 pageant ICs: carene, jireh and laypeng plus our beloved canvassing IC who liase with hollywood secrets: sheena! *applause*
on top of that, i must really thank laypeng for the shine agency thing. she really did a lot of running about just to deal with the shine agency last min changes and demands. thanks a lot darling! you rocks! you really did a great great job! i think even i may not have done such a great job if given to me. (:
GOODIE BAG! yay! shocking-ly, it turned out much much much better than expected. despite all our worries that it will be very light and empty. it turned out to be full of things! and of course i won't forget our dear master red shirt jireh who put in so much effort in contacting the suppliers, plus dealing with mansoor's and my indecisiveness. THANKS A LOT!! and thankfully the luggage tags turned out really well! it looks much much nicer than what we have expected and thought it might be. hahahas. really a blessing in disguise. (: in the end, we still got the frames too! LOL. it just turned out really well.
OPENING DANCE! the kids dance totally rocks! all thanks to our dear canvassing IC isabella! yay!! it was such an attention catching dance. everyone agreed that it was wonderful. though i didnt managed to catch the wonderful performance. hahah. oh yes! the kids are sooooo cute! esp the guy!! hahha.
OSCARS!! the oscars have only been a success all thanks to dennis! he continued and chose all the prize winners alone without any help as the lucky draw prizes were simply not arranged and done up. bearing with all the weird stares and even erm. glares, he finished it! omg! dennis you are great! and totally rocks! thanks a zillion! (:

okay. not that others arent great, but just that my headache set in again. so i m kind of braindead once again. can't rmb anything already. but of course i must thank these ppl:
yonathan! with his wonderful liasing with the host and making sure everything goes according to the programme, our programme would have totally crashed and died there. thanks a lot!! oh and you look really great on 6th dec. as i did tell u on the 6th. hope you are enjoying urself back in indonesia (: (though i doubt u will see it)
nikhil! without him around to make sure everyone goes to their respective work area and carry out their tasks, sdd would definitely not be anywhere near success. despite the urshering problem which really is sth not within your control, you did a great job in manpower! (: thanks a lot!! oh and thanks for your coat too!
lubin! my dear reception girl! hahaha. you are like the one who helped me cover my duties and stuffs! thanks soooo much! without you, i would have probably died on the spot when i had to split myself to collect votes and dunno do what else. thanks a zillion! the reception turned out really well too (: great job there!
shuhua! lucky draw prizes! you really did a wonderful job in that. getting everything organised, ready and all set to go! thanks a lot! esp when u have to deal with the stupid host anyhow calling numbers and numbers and telling the seniors the wrong prize given and stuffs. horrible guy! >< you are really the material for a secretary! so organised and calm even when faced with soooo many prizes to arrange plus the last min ones. thanks a lot!! (:
darel! nice try for deco! though the dry ice portion is really such a pity! :( but its okay! actually didnt really rmb seeing you around. but considering the blur state i was in, haha. i guess its just me! thanks soo much for all the stuffs! (:
terence! good job in the video! though once again i missed it >< haish. actually i practically missed all the programme on that day. kind of sad huh? but i did hear great comments on that! wonderful job done there, esp when it's soo last minute! you and your great computer skills! rocks! hahaha. thanks! (:
actually i know there are way more things that you guys did during the whole preparation period for sdd. the list just goes on and on and never ends. with my headache now, i m bound to forget a zillion great things you have contributed. oh yes! last but not least, but in fact the most! MANSOOR! thanks a lot. without you, there wont be sdd adhoc, let alone sdd at all! you really did a great job as our head of the adhoc! (: esp with such an MIA assistant like me! >< sorry! guess thats all i can say. what else can i do.. haish.

before i end off, i shall wish isabella, sheena, shuhua all the best in retrieving their lost items. it must have been horrible for you guys. >< really sorry and helpless towards that. cant help you all much. hope that you guys didnt get much scolding from your parents (: if you all did, feel free to re-vent your anger on me! i may even feel better after that. 'cause it was also partially my fault. afterall i was just outside the backstage. if only, i went and saw and kept them nice and safe for you all! oh wells. it's all over! shant continue brooding over it!

hmm.. actually i should change my title back to sdd. after all more than half the post will be on sdd huh? lol. oh well. i guess thats okay. 'cause i shall continue on my sad life topic! hahaha.

recently just realised that actually i lead a very very sad and lonely life in jc. not 'cause of the school or its people. it just seems so. i dont know why. i seem to have not much close friends around. kinda regretted being involved in sooo many things that i just cant stay put and do my very best in one. on tues the elects' camp adhoc asking for help. i just didnt dare to volunteer my help. i dont want another incident of NSSN where i barely went for practices. it was sooo irresponsible of me! i hate that version of me! >< what's more it will be SYF next year! seriously no kidding here! precisely! but nonetheless, i promise to help out in as much ways as possible for elects' camp! i promise! even if it means that i cant be facilitator (though i really really want to) i dont mind! after all there must be someone taking that job right?
ah.. it's raining again!! >< and my dad weirdly and abnormally wakes up again!! okay. shall end here for now. for today.

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|2:17:00 a.m.|

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