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21.1.07

[[OG BBQ]]

let me go off topic a bit once again! well well. updates on my junior class. I heard there have been quite a lot of changes to my junior class! All the transferring of classes and changing of classmates. I wonder how's the ratio of ip students in the class now is like? but I am still pretty sure majority are still ip3. how sad is that? 4 years of same class. seeing same faces. boring! okay. enough on that. anyway that isn't really anything to do with me. Just that I probably won't get as much fun as if I have another junior class of a totally different and well mixed students. well the best is yet to be, I hope. Maybe ip3 can be really really enthusiastic and fun to be with. But so far results from the angel-mortal game hasn't shown me much hope.

Back to schooling! The "first" week of school. I meant technical the very first week when lessons start proper. I totally had a horrible time. Everything was totally screwed. As I was too tired out from orientation and basically everything, I totally had no motivation and strength to go for any saturday band practices. okay! I admit that that was totally and completely my fault. >< I am really guilty about that. So my resolution for this year till may 12 (or 11) is to practise flute as often as I can. Aim would be to go for self practice every week day except wed (and maybe thurs). I seriously hope that my playing can improve to at least an acceptable level. 'cause it seriously sucks now. Worse than any flautists I have ever met I think. I can really forsee a tough year ahead this 2007. *stress is already accumulating in me*
Other than band, my studies and tutorials are totally off the track too. Due to a long long period of time not even looking at studies, I practically lost contact with all the subjects. Maybe for maths, it is a little better 'cause I did a bit of the holiday revision exercise. But seriously, I can so see my results for common test 1. EEEEE. That's really looking at things optimistically already. For all I know, I might even fail! >< okay. I shan't be so pessimistic. Where's my motivation for academic pursuits?! Please come on back to me!
Well, there were also problems in my other 2 ccas, namely piano ensemble and science research soc. Lets tallk about piano ensemble first. Same problem as band I guess. Just that piano is like a totally exposed and individual thing. Since I was young and started learning piano, I never had a good fundamental skills. This totally sucks! Fundamental is like everything! So an advice for all who are planning or just started learning sth, (in fact anything, not just music) fundamental skills are the most important thing ever.

okay. just got distracted by a msn window. and what the hell!! I just freakingly realised I have physics SPA skill B tml morning! First thing in the morning!! How can I forget? Anyway all thank and really really grateful to have samuel as my classmate and asked me about physics spa skill b stuffs! OMG I totally think that he rocks to infinity! just managed to get myself to calm down and get my brain tuned to having SPA tml. and it aint any mock k? It's the real one! okay. some talking to myself again.

okay. back to the first week of school. now on SRS. my form for SSEF! totally screwed. I rushed the freaking report in like erm 2 hours or so. It was really a hell lot of stress! seeing the clock go tick tock and the time flying past like free. haha. but managed to hand it in! And I think they accepted it still. Luckily.. But if I really have to present, I will just die again. Need some log book or sth. I totally have like nothing? ha? dead la. I am just so screwed. forget it!

Some updates on the 2nd week then. It was much much better than the first one of course! My tutorials are like sort of on track. But nowadays just no motivation and mood for studies. Where's my studies mood? haish. Anyway the whole week I have been trying to get sth done for my crewlet. But apparently tgt with the fickle-minded nature and busy schedule of the 3 of us namely wingsum, danny and me. We obviously didnt get anything done but instead postponed it to jts. which is tentatively in feb. okay! I must really really start doing sth! speaking of which, I just recalled I have yet written to my mortal! okay! I shall start doing so after I finish off this post.
Finally to the end of the week, OG BBQ! okay! It was supposed to be a fun fun fun event. But apparently I ended up pang sehing my og and went off with sheena walking up and down. haha. I don't deny that was pretty fun. Going totally insane and seriously sprouting nonsense that totally makes no sense. LOLs! I did a hell lot of walking too. Oh yes! I managed to hear one of zeyi's songs. It was not too bad. Pretty cool to actually manage to compose ur own song! Hopefully he will go on and do so. (: Be a more successful musician than I am. I m like a total loser in that.
In the end, I pang seh guo jie when going home. And he waited for me for quite a while when it was already so late in the night! I feel sooo guilty! >< I obviously had to stay over in school. and it was the first time ever that I managed to sleep in school!! But once again, it was freezing cold even though it was just fan. haha. I even overslept and was late for band practice! How stupid. i shld have just stayed awake at 7 when i woke up and found mansoor coming in to get a blazer! so piggish of me! ><

I realised all my narration quite concise. Once again, I am not in crappy mood. No more long and detailed posts I guess. That's all till the next time I get my laziness off me and start blogging again.

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|8:34:00 p.m.|

7.1.07

[[orientation 2007!!]]

haha. actually a lot a lot of things happened in the past few days or rather weeks that i didnt post. such as christmas, new year, etc.
one thing i regretted the most. i guess is new year's day and eve. i didnt really managed to stay around with my family and stuffs. maybe it is really time for me to realise that i shld really really spend more time with them!! family time is afterall of utmost importance! for life! okay! shant be distracted today. must focus on orientation!

orientation is always fun! and of course it is! and definitely better than normal lessons (: but anyway lessons aint normal though from what i see and hear from my classmates. LOL. somehow as part of organising and helping in organisation of orientation is sooo much more different from just going through orientation. of course! going through orientation is fun and exciting and also just simply getting surprises and fun! but organising comes with it resposibility and bits of stress. but also there is yet another different kind of enjoyment in it. knowing everything well and being the one in control. hahah. esp for gamemasters! spamming points giving like free! LOL. having groups of ppl cheering for me. hahah. that isnt qte fun. in fact kinda weird. maybe cos i m just not as egoistic as some people are. hahah. but i dont deny i can be quite thick skin sometimes. oh yes! but i totally totally hate that disgusting pirate cheer! got so pissed off when the irritating iago and ramese did that in front of me during the games. so inconsiderate! i'm like the only patriot there! >< so bad of them! :p i guess i will remember that for quite some time! but of course in a negative way!
other than that, the rest were fine. hahaha. it was really nice when one of the freshmen offered me water too (: though i think it is cause andy told them to do so to get points. anyway it really shows that it will definitely pay off being considerate and think for others. you will get ur rewards in another way. i am a strong believer in this! (:
gamemasters can be fun to be. but it also comes with a price. that is the time spent with ur og! haish. have been feeling quite guilty for not being there for my og all the time. always mia from them, etc. not a good ogl i must say. :( sorry! to my dear thaddeus (think)! i hope sea sports carnival can be a good chance for bonding us together! and of course i hope there will be more n more n more og outings even after o1! unlike my own o1 group. kind of just died off.. so sad huh? :( hahah hopefully this time it wont!
oh ya! probably cos of the games always being in the open, i got so much tanner. kind of weird to see myself tan. then my sister was saying that i look pale when i just woke up. kind of scary huh? tan alr still can look pale. i wonder how? haha. but i was too lazy to take a look at myself in the mirror. but talking about that i havent been feeling very well nowadays. i wonder why! maybe cos i slept too much ytd. haha. practically slept the whole day. so piggish! >< lol.
back to orientation! hmm.. kind of got a sore throat after eating that stupid ikan fish. haha forgot how to spell that alr. LOL. before that, i was like perfectly fine!! bad choice of food! anyway havent been having much of an appetite. food just doesnt seem to tempt me nowadays. weird huh? haha. and i dun seem to finish the food also. something bad i guess.. but what can i do? haha. (usually i dont care.)

anyway there's also my junior class! haha. quite shocked and surprised to get almost a full ip class. like 23 ips with 2 non-ip. i seriously pity those 2 who are not ips. but i do hope to see more enthusiasm i hope from ip. since they are like all influenced by the enthusiasm of vjc! but kinda no fun already. 'cause somehow they are like more senior than us in vj. being in vj one year more than us already. haish. except for the studies portion. i dun really see much in being their senior. haha. but nvm i guess. just hope for the best. they look quite nice and friendly people. through band i really got to know 2 of them already. and one of them is also from thaddeus too. so yep! not too foreign a class. (: which is great! but i hope there's jts!! please please... i aint a greedy person! i dont eat a lot. hehe.

okay. not really in a blogging mood today. can't crap much. thats about all i can think of i guess. lastly happy new year! since it is my first post of the year! (: smile and enjoy ur new year to all ppl reading it!

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|2:35:00 a.m.|

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