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14.7.08

[[uncertainty]]

Life with its so many uncertainties... Is that to be feared?

The unknown future that lies ahead. That seems pretty daunting to me. Many people who know me might just laugh it off and say "What is there to be afraid of? Especially for you. I am sure you will have a nice bright future ahead." But is that really true? What guarantees that?

Nothing.

Just had a random short conversation with a friend on what is fear. What do you really fear? And it seems to be that he got some great insights on that or something. Mentioned that it can be such a great relief to know exactly what is your fear. But just a word - uncertainty. Does it answer all?

Let me start with a list of fears I think I have/had (and overcome it)
1. I used to have a fear of heights. Even if I was to just look down from the 1st floor, it will make me tremble in fear that I will just drop down and be smashed into pieces (or something along that line). But there was once my brother forced me to climb off the 1st floor and jump straight down to the ground level. And of course I was alright (if not I won't be here now). And I guess from then on, I overcome that fear. Why so? I guess it all boils down to the fear of the unknown i.e. how I would end up after falling down a 'great' height. That should count as uncertainty.

Anyway this post was actually drafted weeks back. And I totally can't think much now. Let alone do a reflection. So that's all for uncertainty.

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|12:39:00 a.m.|

[[*The Writer*]]

name: peizhen
bdae:05 may 1989
age: 19+
horoscope: taurus
nicks: pz
skool: peiying pri, st nicks, vj, nus
location: singapore
worth: $2,133,082

resolution: none currently

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food:any food!
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pastimes: listening to music, playing music, slacking, stoning
people: all who consider me as a friend! (:

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people: none so far! hopefully forever too!
food: anything tasteless or taste horrible!

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artist: tank
song: give me your love

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