[[*W i n t e r T e a r s*]]

15.8.08

[[so tired of life]]

I am just so tired of life. Especially my current pathetic life which basically isn't even a life.
As what the vj people would say, I am totally doing a 'peizhen' again! And the extent increased by double or even triple now! I am totally insane to have committed to so many things once again.

I am so tired that even as I am typing this out, I am dozing off. I probably cant make any other parts of my body now other than my fingers.

The feeling of perpetual tiredness is really eating into me. Making me someone really stone, someone really unenthusiastic, someone without emotions basically.

The feeling of perpetual hunger is really killing me. Due to my packed to the max schedule, I have skipping meals like crazy. Honestly speaking, I haven't had any meals (breakfast/dinner) with the rest of my hall people, when those meals are actually catered for us! I am such a money sucker, don't you agree? Wasting money by paying for the food and not eat them. Wasting money for buying outside food to eat instead. That's double wastage! There are so many people out there desperately in need of these money and here I am wasting it. I really hate me!

Now we are just left with total mind blank and brain dead-ness. Nothing is processing. Nothing is going through.

How I wish time would freeze together with my brain now... but of course it doesn't ):

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|2:02:00 a.m.|

[[*The Writer*]]

name: peizhen
bdae:05 may 1989
age: 19+
horoscope: taurus
nicks: pz
skool: peiying pri, st nicks, vj, nus
location: singapore
worth: $2,133,082

resolution: none currently

[[*My Adores*]]

food:any food!
drinks: iced cold ones! esp chocolate!
pastimes: listening to music, playing music, slacking, stoning
people: all who consider me as a friend! (:

[[*My Detests*]]

people: none so far! hopefully forever too!
food: anything tasteless or taste horrible!

[[*Music's Playing*]]

artist: tank
song: give me your love

[[*My Past Memories*]]

[[*The Conversations*]]

[[*My Friends*]]

[[*Credits*]]