[[*W i n t e r T e a r s*]]

11.12.08

[[Leaving]]

I am leaving Singapore for the longest time in my life. BUT i am not thrilled. not excited. and not sleeping.
I will be flying off to China, Yunnan on a YEP trip from 11 Dec to 1 Jan 09. Yes. Spending my new year in China. I wonder is that a happy thing? I would definitely miss my family dearly.

All the preparations and now is the end.
All the busy busy days for Venture Yunnan and now is the actual thing.

I need all my strength and energy to go through this 21 days long trip. But where are they? ): Feeling pretty lethargic now. Dreading every bit and second that is ticking by. I wonder why.

Shouldn't I be too excited to sleep instead?

And still the problem stays.. Can I just stay ever-green? I want to. How I wish I can turn back time.. A clean start all over again...

Once again longing for a friend to crap to but cant find any now. Maybe that's a good thing. So I can get my things done by 4am and start preparing to leave my house by 5am.

Have a fun holidays to all who are having holidays! As for those slogging hard at work/NS etc. Jia You! Good bye for now.

[[Story Written On By pZ]]*|3:05:00 a.m.|

[[*The Writer*]]

name: peizhen
bdae:05 may 1989
age: 19+
horoscope: taurus
nicks: pz
skool: peiying pri, st nicks, vj, nus
location: singapore
worth: $2,133,082

resolution: none currently

[[*My Adores*]]

food:any food!
drinks: iced cold ones! esp chocolate!
pastimes: listening to music, playing music, slacking, stoning
people: all who consider me as a friend! (:

[[*My Detests*]]

people: none so far! hopefully forever too!
food: anything tasteless or taste horrible!

[[*Music's Playing*]]

artist: tank
song: give me your love

[[*My Past Memories*]]

[[*The Conversations*]]

[[*My Friends*]]

[[*Credits*]]